Hey Dad, two words I wish I could still say. When you left it was a goodbye we didn’t want to say but when we lost you we were also given a new life, almost like some kind of order we received word that Ellie was born. Being she was born in America and we were over the pond in England meant we had to wait for our chance to say hello and welcome but the chance we have waited for is almost here. I, we can’t wait to meet you. A great man left and a little human came from a far away land to be amongst us. I think the family would not have been able to heal without the fact Ellie was the new, the youngest member of the family and we would eventually be able to spend some much needed quality time together. One chapter comes to an end and one new adventure begins. Ellie you will be loved, you will hear many stories about the Grandad who sadly left before you had a chance to touch his heart but part of him will always be part of you.
Roll on the next couple of weeks so we can finally say hello.
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