Scary Brilliant Sadness…..
The mind bends in totally different directions, let’s us relive the most hated hardships. Takes control of any situation, breaks, tortures, holds you hostage.
Happiness escapes and gives way to the storm clouds, takes the smiles replaced for dark tones. This scary brilliant sadness echoes from the silence. Shouts at you whilst nobody else listens.
Yesterdays tears make unexpected visits, leaves you down, open wounds, unprotected raw emotions. The pain mixed with smiles that wrap around our hearts, plays havoc with your soul.
Holds you back, blocks your route, keeps churning up the memories, leaves you alone in a crowded room, erases your positive mood.
Takes the if only and maybes to an entirely different level, one you can’t recreate because life stole your greatest treasures. Times a healer, well no it’s not it just gets easier but you don’t forget.
The scary brilliant sadness follows you in the shadows, creeps around and sneaks in between the sunshine. Treats you like an outcast as it sits besides the madness.
The journey doesn’t always go the way intended, life breaks the dreams and how they ended. The broken hearts that can’t be mended and all because its full of scary brilliant sadness.
Lee David Wright