“You meant so much more than a lot”…..
I’m just a little worn at the edges, I’ll stitch my frayed Emotions soon enough to pull myself together.
Just a phase I’ve got to go through, in the past I couldn’t have done it without you.
No easy fixes just time to refit the pieces.
Times a healer, well so they tell me,wish it would hurry the fk up because I’m sick of it recently.
Look back on memories and how they remind me of days I was smiling,the days we were together almost like gang members.
Remember the good times, the laughs, the nights out, the cars, the beers,the bikes, the girls more laughs even the fights.
Think back on the good times like a photograph album, thinking about the stories they could tell you.
Wishing we had a rewind button and a delete for just some of them.
The past and were I am now, I didn’t go far but I still managed to laugh and share some excellent times.
The people that passed on this road map called life, thanks I salute you, it wouldn’t have been the same without you.
The smiles and the tears, the laughs over the years. On one hand I hold the best of the bunch and you my friend are definitely one of them.
We say our goodbyes , we shed our tears and one by one we’ll dissappear but until that day when I can’t say how I feel well I’d just like to say thanks for making it real.
The times we shared, the chats we aired, the times I cried wishing shit hadn’t occurred.
I’m just a man you knew from a kid, just thankful I got the chance to share some of the best parts with you.
Must have been times we could have gone and lost the will to carry on but I’m a stubborn fkr who hates missing out.
So I built up a canvas that’s painted my life, cut out the shit and underlined happy times. Framed all the moments and I’ll carry them round, something to look back at when I’m too grey and old.
Thanks for the hugs, the wake ups and laughs but most of all for being a friend.
My circle is small but my hearts truly massive and I hold you right in its centre.
So words come easy, so they say, well try writing this because I put my heart into it, if I’m the next and I hope that Im not, life has been cruel but I’ve enjoyed it so much,just think of this sentence.
“You meant so much more than a lot”.
By, Lee David Wright