I feel it pull against my Spirit. Takes my fears and thoughts to extreme limits.
Like a blink of an eye it’s upon me, chest aches as I struggle, heads racing, breath quickens, feels like I’m falling.
No time to listen as the anguish takes over and destroys my ambitions. Breath quickens.
It’s almost like a demon crept right inside my skin as my body shakes and I hear it scream.
Uncontrollable yet they say relax, good advice but I feel like I’m about to have some major attack.
Chest is banging like an exorcism refuses to leave, invades my escape, down on one knee thinking, this is it.
I look around but it’s all gone blurred and I can’t utter one single word.
My head feels like it’s travelling at light speed, getting faster than my heart beats.
Deep breaths, hot sweats, panic sets.
My mind feels the pressure once again as its attack sends me spiraling into insanely dark circles.
I can’t control it, it’s scary as hell when the demon taps and your entire body feels its grip.
Even though we can take a lot, our burdens eventually bring us down, We’re all delicate, easily broke but with time and patience we can all be fixed.
Step by step and easy does it and one day soon we’ll all rise above it.
Whatever life throws your way with a little luck and a whole heap of Love you can, you will be the you of yesterdays gone and be a much stronger version of the one you are now.
Lee David Wright