New Directions, I’m coming home….. By L D Wright

2019

Was a year I don’t ever want to visit ever again, most of it was one I felt like my walls were closing in on me. I’d awoken so many demons that what had come and gone quickly spiralled around me and almost dragged me into the whirlwind of depression, sad memories, thoughts. These thoughts weren’t normal nor welcoming yet they had silently sneaked into my dailies. Before I knew any different my thoughts had me in self destruct mode, a dangerous place that rarely takes prisoners willing to claw back out. It’s a scarey place that covers you like stepping into a puddle only to realise you have just fell into a much deeper, darker depth. It’s about now you better start praying because your going to need all the strength you can muster.

Last year I made so many stupid mistakes, gave things I enjoy a wide birth, even tested my most personal of relationships to a point I almost became single. Depression, stupidity is by no way a good mix, if those two words where served up on a menu then believe me I’m not eating from that restaurant ever again,

I’ve had my fill. From now on I’m eating a more invigorating ingredient. The recipe filling mixed with love, trust, honesty, quality talking, meaningful mindfulness, respect, yes I think that will be my favourite dish. I’ve had my full share of the doom and gloom I’d scoffed down so I’m detoxifying and going forward with a new positive attitude.

I’ve had my fill of physical pain, yes that hurt but it also fades but the psychological pain that stays, becomes lodged, hard to forget what comes from the heart, well it’s about time I put those feelings to bed, I’ll never truly forget my loss, battles, feelings but I’m about to just let them go. I’ve become sick of letting them allow me to feel guilty, bad thoughts, Sadness , downhearted. It’s out of my control and I’m unable to change any outcome that came, what happened however painful, sorrowful, wherever it took me, tried to drag me, end me. I’m on a new direction away from that dark side I’d spent so much time with.

Yes I’d give anything to still have my children, Katie, Brandon and Kirsty I will always miss you, I will always want you to be near me physically but that wasn’t to be and I’m not ready to join you just yet. I will one day hold your hands again but I will always feel that love.♥️ True love lasts forever, a fathers love for his children can never die so a little bit of you will travel with me every day of my life.

So 2019 even though I don’t want to revisit you again I have to say thank you for the reality check, the reminder, the warning signs. Thanks for the slap in the face, God knows I needed it.
My past didn’t really start getting addressed correctly until last year so finally my mask has now been taken off, scrunched up and thrown directly into the rubbish bin.

There is one person who I dragged through my turmoil, who didn’t get off my roller coaster and stuck with me through thick and thin. She deserves a medal for actually having the guts and the love to stay with me, Angela, Thank You for doing so and for riding out this storm I rained down from aswell as still having the strength to be a mum, nana, friend and student aswell as running a cafe. I’m proud of your ability to go back to study and now look at you, studying at a Masters degree level. PMA all the way. Believe me, You’ve got this.

I’m actually feeling a lot more relaxed and it’s only February so making my way towards therapy definitely has worked wonders, early days but more importantly definitely more positive, stronger and my smile, the true one is finally coming back. Ok so the aches and pains of a 49 year old steel worker may not subside so easily but I’ll still be wrestling with my alarm at 6.30am, getting my butt out of bed and making my way to work but that’s just life.
I still have those who care and show me love,

I still have my interests and I can still write my blog which as been a great escape or atleast a realisation that i needed help in the first place so thanks for the follows and likes so far, comments about my writing are always welcome and if I can ever help in whatever way possible then let me know.
So a little late but, “Happy New Year” May all your new journeys find you smiling or atleast find a positive energy to deal with anything.
So 2019 I’ve put a line under you, the future well let’s see, the outlook is definitely brighter.
By,
Lee David Wright

My best advice is be true to those around you. Follow your heart and listen, Listen a LOT

IF it all becomes hard, talk, ask for help, seek advice, make an appointment. Whatever happened does not have the right to dictate how you now feel or live. Remember you are not alone.

Pathfinder Suburbs, I need a taxi….. By L D Wright

“So this post apparently is my nerdy geek side, that said it is a huge interest of mine and I’m more than sure there are many others who share my thoughts”.

In a very distant galaxy so far away fast radio bursts are repeatedly now being picked up here on earth. Cycles are emerging from these FRBs where they repeat, some recent findings astonishingly every 16 days to be precise.

Is this a distant hello, we are here. Are we now at a point in time that we will configure and decode these “WoW” signals. I wonder if these messages from another world can be deciphered and actually listened to. What are the messages actually saying to us?
Are they a warning, an S.O.S sent out to engage with distant worlds. If anyone’s got a very fast taxi strapped to a spare space shuttle able to travel way faster than light speed then can i jump on board and hitch a ride towards these coordinates because I’m sure once there we will actually come face to face with civilizations way more advanced than our own. I suppose if they are so far into their own future then it should be their job to visit us,or maybe they already have and we just need to be told the truth.

Come on guys, I think our world needs an headline,
“We come in Peace” statement.

These are two of the FRBs recently received, recorded and now causing excitement worldwide.

180916.J0158+65 on the outskirts of a spiral galaxy 500 million light-years away.
FRB 180924 DES J214425.25-405400.814

If I’m being honest I truly believe we have been visited many times by more than one off world civilizations.

I also believe they are peaceful, after all would we still be here if they weren’t. Their advancements in weaponry would be far superior and definitely outweigh that of our making. Maybe they should disarm the entire world just to be on the safe side.

I’d love a time machine right about now.

A Flux Capacitor needed oh and maybe an updated DeLorean with Bluetooth capability 😂 well what’s an adventure so enormous going to be without music. Anyway it’s my story so I’ll get there anyway I possibly can. Imagine tuning into that frequency and stopping on the doorstep of something not one person has even been so fortunate to witness. Calling Occupants, even The Carpenters wanted to make contact with Interplanetary crafts. From Roswell, New Mexico, July 8th 1947 that made front page news to the Rendlesham Forest incident (December 1980) Even President Eisenhower apparently met and talked to real life Aliens on more than one occasion. Yes, you read that correctly. (in 1954, Eisenhower ET Meeting at Edwards AFB). I didn’t just make that up, check some sources, all sorts of theories are out there, some of the witness’s statements have got to be real I’d say.

Majestic 12, Project Bluebook, masses of others, conspiracies, cover ups, governments definitely know more than we’ll ever truly know. Personally I think they would have to land their Ships in full view for the whole world to see and then stick two fingers up at anyone who stated it was a global epidemic of mass hallucination. They say the truth is out there, all we have to do is actually find it.

I myself have seen a glowing ball shaped craft of unknown origin. Statements during wars saw pilots viewing simular sightings. I was making my way home, walking alongside the canal towpath. I saw this bright light, firstly thinking it was the sun but i noticed this was moving fairly quickly through the clouds. I watched it for maybe 30 seconds before it just dissappeared from view. I did try taking a picture but i couldn’t make anything unusual from the photo other than clouds. I’m not really sure what it was i saw that day. It did not interact with me in any way, I didn’t find myself unable to move nor did i float into a beam of light, see any little green beings but I did see that large light moving through the sky. I have seen other objects that i could not explain

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News stories like The Great North East Blackout, The battle of Los Angeles (1942) Hickam Field Hawaii (1952)
It was in this year American fighter pilots were told to fire upon any unidentified flying object, this order apparently ended 1953-54.
The stories are world wide, witness testimonies, video recordings, watch video evidence, photographs and witness statements Hessdalen NTNU, the Norwegian University of Science and Technology. The list dare you follow it is endless. If you have a story of your own then please share it in the comments section. We are definitely not alone, I’m certain our governments would rather we believe we were but from the vastness of space hand on heart we can not be the only species. We are definitely being steered away from the truth but I will put this on my bucket list, one day I want to speak to an Alien, E.T, being from another world. Would this post change the lives of every human on earth, No, not in the slightest, well maybe slightly but if it was to occur would it change history, minds, everything from leadership, religion, beliefs of course it would. Do we need that to happen, I say “Yes” most certainly. Ok I don’t want an alien invasion like that of films, War of the Worlds, I don’t want a hush cover up like that of E.T where the world scares them half to death and they rush to leave but one day I’d love to see crafts, beings on every news channel stating, “They’re Here”. A friendly meeting of worlds that change ours and their lives forever. Life would never be the same and who knows it might be that I can hitch that ride without having to steal a space shuttle or invent my own personal time machine. I think it’s about time we get to know our distant neighbours, except we are all still learning about life, existence and how reality is so much more than we truly know or believe.
By,
Lee David Wright

“We come in Peace.”

Now im on a roll, i wrote a little last week around the same subject but a totally different story. Here goes……

I looked to the skies

I looked to the skies…..

I looked to the skies, was that a gap in the clouds or did a crack just appear allowing what looks like space to fall inward . As I squinted my view I swear something just moved, peering down from this mysterious world.

The more that I scanned the more that it moved until what looked like a crowd seemed to appear from the clouds of this heavenly world, had I become the canvas in a gallery window, what the hell was actually occurring.

I looked at them whatever they were, God’s maybe angels from far away worlds. Or was I witnessing an Aliens first contact, was I the first human to witness this vision or had they always been watching, we just had not seen them.
Was that gap getting larger or closer to me, I wasn’t 100% sure what my eyes now started to see. Was this a portal to a world in the stars, or some sort of alien cloaking device, had they flown down from heaven or travelled billions of miles.
So minutes had passed, I wasn’t a threat, they hadn’t silenced my voice, no weapons, no noise. Was this a sign of the peace that would follow. This gap had now certainly hollowed. All of a sudden I lifted into the air, something was pulling, now I’m floating in mid-air. I didn’t feel panic, I wasn’t even scared, I could feel a presence of calm was definitely near. A voice filled my head, a kind exceptance drifting whilst holding my hand.
We come in peace, we mean you no harm. Just say the words and we’ll let you back down. I wanted to know why they’d chosen me so I asked if I could possibly stay. I felt no real reason to leave.

Grey faces and large dark piercing eyes, I heard their words but they had no mouths. One of them raised their hand to my face, I felt their thoughts like words in my brain. These beings definitely not of our lands, why Me out of the entire world. All of a sudden I saw a familiar face, this is you, be that in another universe. Then thousands of images of identical me’s flooded a speechless Lee.

We have looked at you so many times, we heard you ask for answers, you often thought of us visiting. We knew in our hearts what you searched was sincere. Out of the thousands of you spread so far and wide throughout the cosmos, even beyond your search for answers stood out so loud.
What happened next totally blew me away, every memory, I mean every single second raced through my veins. Looked like I was revisiting my life, was I being brainwashed, had they took over my mind, isn’t this the feelings just before you die. I could still remember, I still felt so calm. Why have you just allowed my past to rush home, we just recorded every single event, we needed to check, don’t worry, we only wanted to look. That was your life but it’s not finished yet.

Suddenly its hand touched my head yet again, our turn to show you what you truly want to know. We come from a galaxy so far from yours but we travel through time like you look through windows. We see what we need and travel through thoughts. We reached you in seconds, like a memory recall. We don’t use engines, those primative ships. The mind is a powerful tool if you learn how to channel it. I can feel you I said, how can a thought be so real.
You don’t possess the gifts that we use but strangely your already communicating using your mind.
What I’m about to tell you will probably put you in shock but please understand I promise & We mean you no harm. I felt a comforting reassurance, like a trusted friend in the distance.
I’ve yet to introduce myself, out of the thousands of you you’ve now come to realise, well there’s one from the very beginning, let’s say the original. I’m You, the very first version. I’ve come back to help with a mission, would you like to come with us.

Cancel that taxi, I’ve got a ride

By

Lee David Wright

Lets hope SETI comes across our neighbours
Search for Extraterrestrial Intelligence (Seti) Institute and the Very Large Array (VLA) observatory in New Mexico, USA

I’m New Here….. By L D Wright

I’m only 429 764.826 hours old compared to earths 39.8 trillion I’ve hardly started. Even if I was to break that into minutes, my 25 785 889.5 minutes still pale into insignificance, it’s a blink of an eye compared to the vastness of time.

No wonder life speeds by so fast, look back and see what’s already passed. We are but droplets that dissappear like tides, making way for the next bright ideas to ignite.

46.5 billion light years to the edge of the observable universe, even if I had the breath I’d still not have the distance. Always dreamt of the perfect dream, maybe cryosleep would one day be the most amazing adventure. To one day wake on the edge of a new beginning, better wish they sent more than one, what a lonely place to view on your own. My android just about works at home, don’t think I’d ever hear that tone.

Imagine looking at that new horizon, amazing yet full on frightening. If you could would you let them send you to the new chapter, the furthest journey we’ve ever ventured.

Would I open the door to interested, inquisitive extraterrestrials, did I just become the alien? would I be welcomed or instantly silenced. Would my appearance spell intelligence or would fear inevitably finish me. Would I find friendly gestures beckoning, a new start with friends that were already expecting me.

Would I be greeted by God himself or a NASA crew, after all that time would the human race have figured out time and space, soar through the system like it had always been possible, would I then become the eldest living human to ever exist. The thoughts are mind-bogglingly endless.

Would I stop at a point only souls meet, would a confused figure at the gates greet, would I be the original soul man, the eldest living being now climbing a stairway to heaven.

Is this the plan for man to meet his maker, would their voice rumble or sight bring laughter has I returned to the Father of fathers like the prodigal son in the scriptures.

Would my rejoices be shortlived when I realised my mission had sadly ended, my solar sail foiled or failed, I myself too was a soul waiting upon that very same staircase or would I stand smiling, my ship gained me feathers and now I too would soar through the heavens.

By,

Lee David Wright

Hi….. By L D Wright

“Hi”…..

I wonder how many people in the world are crying right now?
How many people live with pain they don’t know how to let out.
If they all cried together would everbody feel just how much they hurt, would they offer help, some for sure, others just turn the music up, drown them out.

If we all helped how many more smiles would flood this earth, smiles better to hear laughter instead of painful heartfelt hurt.

I wonder if everyone who cried today stood up, would they outnumber the ones still sat.
Is the whole world crying or just the ones brave enough to cry out loud not hiden from the crowds.

Anyone out there without a broken heart hug the ones just yards apart.
Don’t close your eyes and pretend it’s all ok, might be you who needs the love one day.

Do we all need to walk around with this noose around our necks before you all stand up and be a friend. It’s not a fault nor a weakness to ask for help, everyone’s a therapist with abilities, only takes a moment, lets all stand up, it’s time to start listening.

Start by saying “Hi”, that conversation might actually change someone’s life.
It’s really not that hard, lend a hand, be a shoulder, show support.

Build a future we all feel part of, the benefits you receive are worth more than gold or diamonds.

People’s mental health is priceless. Some people have fallen way below rock bottom, let your hands become their ladder.

So today if you help atleast one person wipe away their tears, feel the love, today’s been worth it.

I’ll start this roller coaster of emotions rolling,
“Hi, Im Lee, how are you” ?

Fade into Invisible Features by L D Wright

Fade into Invisible Features…..

I often fall into my past, dragged back in fact. From the highest peak too the lowest depths. Falling towards the savage reminders, embracing the impact with devastating consequences.

Led motionless until the thoughts flood, just another nightmare without my eyes shut. Never underestimate the power of the mind, it bends too ridiculous lengths, plays scenes you thought you’d left behind.
Traps you in darkness, locked in battle with your demons.

It doesn’t hold back, it’s as serious as cancer. Mood changing, obliterating, hides the tears but heightens the fears, yet still allows confused smiles year after year, a constant reminder that rips at the layers until it finally uncovers the scars that life gave us.

Bare ,broken moments that live amongst us. Trying hard to find the remedy before this illness takes hold and screams out the rage that engulfs those around us .Going insane whilst smiling, hiding the tears that choke you.

Unable to talk for fear of breaking, not realising your already broken. Silence seems to be the way, inside your screaming, the noise deafening but nobody hears it. Like walking around in a festival of demons torturing your mind, crippling your sences, ending the beginning before it even starts playing.

Eyes closed, fists clenched, praying for a way out. A front row ticket, a solo performance and the spot lights glaring as you fall into darkness, despair wraps its ugly grip around you. A non stop permanent abuse of what happens when life tests you.

Held in a constant state of disbelief, terrified the horror stays, it never leaves. Pushing forward, taking back this fight, lighting up the shadows so the demons have no place to hide. Ripping up the darkness letting the sunshine cloak the past, learning whatever tried to break you actually didn’t take your heart.

Standing up and walking right on through no matter if the demons tag along. When life slips, sidestep, stop, adjust, take your time. Learn from yourself and how you’ve coped, listen to your voice, the one inside, it’ll tell you everything you need to know when life earnt you deep scars from all the low blows.

Dark thoughts washed in sunshine, new plans going forward on your time line. A new you with an old story to tell but one that writes a better version filled with smiles, happier ones. You can use your past too rebuild your future watching as your demons Fade into Invisible Features.

Use your Memories and rewind to smiles, banish the sad tones, visit happier occasions. Remember the next time you fall, head towards the positive side and relive those moments like you once loved. You can achieve any impossible task no matter what came to brake us. You’ve got this.

By
Lee David Wright

Sound of Silence….. By L D Wright

Have you ever heard the sound of silence?

No distracting beeps, engines, rushed footsteps, children’s tantrums, no interuptions just silently bliss silence.

Did everyone just fall asleep, did we all switch off and pressed reset. What’s this noise without voice or rumble.

Is silence the sound of peace that quietly surrounds or just a break in the daily madness we drown.

Have you ever been so deep into the woods the wind actually stops, the only noise is the birds but you can’t help listen to their glorious songs.

Every now and then I catch myself listening to the noiseless shock, silence waiting for the pin to drop.

The 4am visits, just me and my heart beat, slight rustle of the bedsheets.

It’s something you can’t really search yet it finds you the moment your not listening like it was patiently waiting to greet you.

That distant feeling when it all becomes so quiet, welcoming chances to deflect the hustle and bustle of everyday lifestyles.

Does silence truly exist or do we get lost in the daydreams, just forgetting as it fades into hushed seconds before life starts again.

Whatever it is, it’s welcome, this bedlam is deafening but so is the opposite.

Is silence just noise we simply haven’t heard yet.

By,

L D Wright

“I urge you all to go experience your perfect piece of silence, let it find you as you realise it’s all gone so shshsh”

Life lent you

We would all rather float to the top of Everest but life’s about the footsteps not the easy options.

We would all rather have an open chequebook, instead life reminds me how close to broke I could be.

We’d all rather have the answers but life time and time again showed me no one knows tomorrows newsfeeds.

I’d love a luxury pad, acres as far as the eye could scan, I’ve settled for the walks I’ve took, everydays different if you care to look.

Rather take it in and hear myself say “Wow”, better to experience what you can than wish on if onlys, maybes just cloud your mind.

I’d rather take hikes in the rain than stay in the darkness waiting for the sun to drench my face.

I’d rather have a family and true friends than create false likes from the fake ones.

Rather take it day by day than look back and regret every choice I’ve ever made.

This story may have already been written but it’s up to me to fill the gaps you might be missing.

I think we’ve all lived life through eyes of The Joker, Joaquin Phoenix painted a realistic picture we’ve all witnessed one time or another.

Why does life throw so much chaos, disruption, disorder. Why live with a notion half full, half empty, flip it, it’s better than living with absolutely nothing.

Whatever level your living be grateful your still breathing. Money doesn’t make you happy, happiness comes from the memories that found you.

Doesn’t take a billionaire to experience treasures you just can’t purchase. Look around, think a second, see the gems life lent you.

Cry with the sad tones, smile with the great ones, be thankful you got the chance to share them.

By,

Lee David Wright

Why did they have to suffer….. By L D Wright

What did life become to deserve these thoughts.
Kids being abused, treat like slaves.
I’d have never let any harm hurt them yet they still left this rock we call earth, our home now without them.
How come so many people regardless of education, status, treat kids like second class citizens.
I’d have treat mine like royalty without Andrew not destroy their thoughts and future daydreams.
I’m a family man with a heart that melts around kids, how the hell are sexual predators still allowed to walk our streets. This ain’t no jungle so why act like some sort of sick animal.
There should be a needle for the likes of you, your not welcome, you belong in a zoo, Lions need to eat, maybe you should become their daily feast.
So many times recently I’ve heard the words Human Rights, well if you do wrong towards the youngsters you don’t deserve that right, your just wrong, they shouldn’t apply. I don’t care, you crossed the line.
See it all the time on daily feeds, another child abused, perished,another life destroyed, you make me feel sick, what the hell makes you tick.
Give me a few moments in your company, you’ll never do it again,I promise you, job done without the jury, don’t waste time or public money, spend it on Pentobarbital and be done with it. Life over. No lengthy sentence, turn your lights out, like I said, Your kind aren’t welcome.
It’s not all sexual but physical and mental. Knock hard enough those scars will last a lifetime.
Let kids be kids not your punchbags, I’ve a black belt if you want to try a man not a child you scumbag.
Just gets under my skin how often you hear such devastating news.
These kids are simply children not government statistics, they’re victims because of some twisted individuals. They hide behind their smiles and chequebooks, cunning, disgraceful, deceptive criminals.
Some sicknesses just can’t be cured, time you left and gave those kids some inner peace, saved their innocence, erased those feelings.
Let them live life not fear it like you served them their own personal tortured sentence.
No fire without smoke, just hope all you sickos find a noose and choke.
To any paedophile,abusers whoever you are, I hope we never meet, I’ll read this again before you fall asleep.
This world is a beautiful place, it’s just spoilt by certain individuals who just don’t care.
Did Epstein sign himself out or was he ushered to save velvet blushes. Not the first time he served for the very same crimes.
Bet his circle decided they didn’t want a witness. They should all hang, their riches shouldn’t buy their silence.
So many rich & famous, should be stripped, injected, shunned by the public not allowed to flaunt in mansions like its a business. Think they can do whatever, their estates, wealth, assets should be shared amongst the victims of this disgusting, despicable act. Rubbing shoulders, bold as brass, these groups of dirty degenerates should be cast amongst the dark confides of a never ending pit, welcome to hell whilst they burn with their sins and lose everything.

Luke 17:2 – It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little ones.
By,
Lee David Wright

“My heart goes out to all the victims. May your strength find you in time, may your monsters fade into lost memories. May you find your smiles”.

Personal Battle Grounds….. By L D Wright

  • Are you ready to be shocked, please read the following blog post. See a much larger picture piece itself together. This post reflects the daily battles so so many face, you’ll be astounded by the actual figures. This is not a story of love, probably one of the saddest reality checks you’ll receive today, maybe forever. Please read on. 
  • 40 million casualties in WW1, 17 million deaths become the result of a world conflict. WW2 sent approximately 80 million to their graves, be that through conflict or famine. In two global wars almost 100 Million Men , Women and Children lost their rights to life. That’s almost the combined lives of a country the size of Egypt being wiped from its history. Not forgetting wars past and ongoing conflicts continually adding to daily tallies. What you have just read is shocking enough but what follows next did not take a war to create but what it does share is the realistic truth someone you may know, knew or might one day read about. What you read next is factual, the numbers are shockingly horrific but statistically true. If you are effected by what you are about to read then you have my deepest apologies, if your personally dealing with any issues related to this blog post then I urge you to take steps, be that ring a friend, talk to your G.P or get in touch with an organisation such as, The Samaritans on 116 123  https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help/contact-samaritan/ UK—or  1 (800) 273-TALK – USA

We are a combined growing world population of 7.8 billion coupled together through 4200 different religions, beliefs scattered over 195 countries, governed by laws that seemingly break regardless. In 1948 it took a deceleration of Human rights to protect our lives that still too this day continue to fail people all over the world.

Looking at today’s statistics you are more likely to be killed by yourself, suicide outnumbered homicide by over double, now that’s a frightening realisation. Just think about that for a couple of seconds longer because I’m sure you’ll be has shocked as I. Global loss of life through murder, terrorism or conflict is still massively outnumbered by suicide. We really are our own worst enemy.

Almost 800,000 people worldwide decide enough is enough for one reason or another yearly. What has this world become if for that figure of every day people to feel the only way out was to literally end their own life. In just one decade approximately 8 million people will have been born to finally become a self extinguished memory. That’s like saying a city the size of New York will simply empty its streets of human life, how frightening is that. Without a war erupting, without one single act of terrorism, 8 million lost souls will fall by their own demise.

I pointed out earlier there are approximately 4200 religions, beliefs spread far and wide through the many borders of our lands, I ask where was their God when they became so low, so lost, so abandoned that on their darkest of days they would draw their last breaths. What had their lives led them into for the inevitable would outweigh the breaths we or most take for granted. A sad world of lost souls.

I almost ventured towards those mind boggling numbers not too long ago. The mere fact that I was visiting the edges of a thought that was or could quite easily have sent me to a place of no escape. It was in those very thoughts, scary day dreamt visions that I also felt the grip of depression take a hold of my hand as if it was a friend. I know of so many people who have not been as lucky as I, who gave up on life and their demons led them away, in most cases I’ve known of, only the quietest cries for help were made, so silent infact their deaths came as such a saddened shock to the many left to contemplate their final decision.

Within the next 100 years of life, say we are all lucky and fortunate enough to not witness another war and not one human being loses their life to the billions of bullets which would undoubtedly spray the whole world or the tons of bombs, missiles or any other insane act of war does not destroy, wreck or kill there will still be an astonishing 800 million people who will simply cease their daily lives by committing suicide. Look at it this way the entire population the size of Europe would in the next century just disappear into the daily obituaries. How is this even possible.

It’s written in the bible that to commit suicide is to commit a sin. In some religions it is deemed an almost noble act, the price you must pay. God did not shine an intence light of deterrence, no voice of any description spoke wisely at that most needed moment. Is it that God would welcome you with open arms regardless or is it that those millions of lost souls will just pass away, simply turning to dust and fade. The ever growing army of the needy and wanting are a formidable force that undoubtedly need so much more than God, they need help to help themselves before they can no longer. More needs to be done before it is in fact way to late.

A life is so much more important than any bullet, our journeys more complete without slabs or borders. A life should be lived not lessened by depression or war for that matter, why should so many lose to a camouflaged assassin that lives right beside those we cherish. Why should so many fall on their personal battle grounds, This illness that resonates the very core of our families to become a coroners signature.

Why???

By,

Lee David Wright

“Approximately every 40 seconds another person commits suicide, so whilst reading this post that next person in blowing out their own candle and saying goodbye to the world we are all part of”

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